Friday, July 5, 2013

YES I HEARD IT

I heard a murmur
I heard them mumble and whisper
they were talking about 'top state secrets'
even the village folk are also talking
'we are rattled by money men fighting for power',they say

yes I heard
ooh,I liked it when they said
'food prices have risen sharply'
'our roads have not been repaired'
'our hospitals have become death traps'
'none of their promises has come good'
they even questioned appalling police brutality

I can hear the stirrings of disquiet
the gagged are incessantly discoursing
the previously silent public is loudly discussing
even women are talking about it
yes i heard it

for 2012,they are regrouping
in huddles they are talking
they may not be protesting
but the road to Canaan they are walking
yes i heard it all

LOVE SPELL

nothing seems to chase you away
my head is so full of you
i am addicted to you
and ensnared by your spell
day and night i long for your touch

i stood utterly still in awe of her delicate beauty;tiny face and raven black hair
her eyes held mine
her firm young breasts ensnared me
surging waves of lust washed over me


she stood impressively tall
  desperately lonely
devastatingly lovely,with a heart melting smile
 rich black hair,graceful arms and long fingers
   delicate like a rose flower
 my whole body shivered with lust

my eyes caressed her face
blood rushed in my vein[s]
i wanted to fold her in my arms
and plunge into her with full desire
i want to  be near  her to inhale her sensous perfume
touch her pretty curls
kiss her lips
and spend hours looking into her eyes
i need your body on mine
i want your dancing tongue in my mouth
i want to dip my leaking shaft into your wet pot
i am smitten by a tiny delicate girl

WHAT IS YOUR TRIBE?



                                   
What is your tribe? Not in a million years did I ever think I will ask this question until last week when I attended and spoke to a Christian gathering. After thirty minutes of an eloquent sermon on what I believe Christian faith is all about, the audience burst into an ecstatic and thunderous applause.
Satisfied, I begged to leave as soon the presiding pastor had said the closing prayer because I had more pressing things to attend to. 

While quickly descending the stairs I heard someone calling after me, I hesitantly halted and turned around: A balding man, in ill-fitting,oversize black suit,whom I presumed to be in his middle age was trying to catch up with me. He was surprisingly agile, considering his age, that piqued my interest.

He held out his hand with an enormous grin on his face, ‘that was a powerful sermon’, he said as my hand disappeared in his

‘Thanks’; I answered with a comparatively lesser smile, still unsure of what he really wanted to say
Without flinching his gaze, he dropped the bombshell, ‘are you Kamba, Luo or Luhya?’
I could have answered that question in an instant but I deliberately paused to think. He had hardly looked at ease the entire duration I was preaching, I recalled retrospectively.

‘I am neither’, I decided to break the silence that had fallen between us, ‘I am a writer’, I added
Frustrated, ‘even writers belong to some tribe, don’t they?’ the smile had vanished

It might just be me but the sound of that question brings a little vomit into my mouth each time I encounter it, I did not respond thinking that, it would discourage him. It did not
‘Where do you come from?’, he changed tact
‘Eldoret’, I answered almost immediately
‘I mean originally, where do you come from?’
‘Would you please excuse me if you have nothing else to say’, I cut in, ‘I have a bus to catch’
I left him standing there like a statue,absolutely distraught, with his eyes boring into my back until I disappeared around the corner. Confused thoughts wracked my brain as I walked away, I wondered if knowing someone’s tribe is such a big issue to make someone so restless to the point of missing a whole sermon just trying to figure out?  Unlike most Kenyans my name and accent doesn’t give any clue as to which ethnicity I belong to perhaps that is why the middle aged man had ran after me to satisfy his ethnic curiosity.

Here I should stress that there is nothing wrong with telling someone what ethnicity you belong to but for me and for most of us, the effect of post poll violence was profoundly personal consequently I have decided to be known by the identity I have chosen, learnt and developed over the years. It is my firmly held belief someone’s ethnicity is an intensely personal and private matter, it should be seen like that. Infact, my tribe has absolutely nothing to say about my personality.

You would assume that we would have learnt our lesson as a nation by now but events of the past few weeks give a horrifyingly different picture. The re-emergency of previously defunct tribal groupings such as GEMA and KAMATUSA is a real ground for concern. I presume by now you [editor] are inundated by letters on this matter, so I’ll keep mine brief. These groups represent the worst side of old politics that I thought to be dead and buried. Forgive me for being frank but it is my conviction that in a country as diverse and multicultural as ours, such groups are simply not acceptable. I have not been alone in thinking like this, reading all the major dailies the past one week prove that such groups are plainly rattling many.

I know I’m going to get absolutely slaughtered for this but I feel obliged to let this bearing weight off my chest, GEMA and KAMATUSA don’t represent the interests of communities they purport to but those of money men fighting for power and bankrolling them. The sad fact is, these groups are responsible for fragmenting this country along tribal lines and what is more baffling is that it is going on right under the noses of the president and the prime minster. Why would GEMMA support Uhuru Kenyatta and not William Ruto? Perhaps on the grounds that this is the devil they know. It is worth bearing in mind that, when the NCIC organized the diversity conference last month, which I was privileged to attend most of these tribal chiefs gave it a wide berth. You would expect that anyone who aspires for office of presidency would be there but that is not what happened.

To sum up,I am trying very hard not to be pessimistic but to believe it is possible reclaim this country from the hands of tribal chiefs. Don’t think for one minute that this is going to be easy but we have to try because the cost of doing nothing is unbearable. We owe it to the victims of PEV who were killed in appalling atrocities,an event unparalleled in the history of this country. We owe it to our country. This is what I believe so must you also that we can build a country where everyone hopes for the same things and treasures the same values.
                                                                                                                                     BONNKE MUTI’AS



YOUR

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD

Your thoughts are not my thoughts
and your ways are not my way
i am the great I AM
just be still and know that i am God

When your world seems to be crumbling
and everything tumbling
don't mind what people say
look at me because i am the only way

Many battles you may wage
you may be desolate like a bird in a cage
but i am full of grace
and only i can save your face

When the going becomes so tough
and the world so rough
heave a huge sigh
because your salvation is nigh

You may be as fast as a horse race
but i am the master of your race
everything under the sun is vanity
but only i can give peace and sanity

Some are full of worries and fears
they murmur and complain all their years
some are beaten and dejected
they think they are rejected
but just be still and know that i am God

I will never put you to shame
from disrepute i will save your name
even your enemies i will tame
no longer will you be same
just be still and know that i am GOD

Saturday, August 21, 2010

nagging thought: WHAT IS LIFE

nagging thought: WHAT IS LIFE: "it is a cake but not all can bake it is a gift to take to some though it is a journey to make life is an errand it should be done to compl..."

WHAT IS LIFE

it is a cake
but not all can bake
it is a gift to take
to some though it is a journey to make

life is an errand
it should be done to completion
without lamentation
and hesitation

take care of God's creation
with careful consideration
not due to anger and frustration
one should live with a little moderation

in life some live in self pity
dejected in the city
heart-broken some mull over suicide
to vent their anger some commit homicide

at times it gets so tough
till you say it's enough
even bosom buddies can be dubious
like a fox they can be so devious

everything goes down to the wire
you will get into the fire or
sink deep into the mire
but never,never raise your ire

Thursday, August 19, 2010

nagging thought: by the riverside

nagging thought: by the riverside: "when there is too much to bear when am burdened with a load of care by myself am always there to draw in the flagrant air there;where the ..."

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Saturday, August 14, 2010

by the riverside

when there is too much to bear
when am burdened with a load of care
by myself am always there
to draw in the flagrant air

there;where the river whispers so softly
where there is a steady splash of water
where the noise of the cascade's downpour isn't deafening
there;the dead leaves whisper under my feet

even when the sun disappears in the woods
and it becomes so dull and gray
i hear the buzzing of insects
and the singing of birds calm my frayed nerves

as the river gently flows
i mull over life's deathly blows
as the sun dimly glows
 i think of memories so distant

there i feel so safe
because my mind doesn't wander
there is nature's awesome wonder
there am so divine
because everything is mine

on the balcony

on a sunny afternoon
on a storied flat
on the balcony
i can see and hear them all

talking
walking
hawking
honking

one may think they are running away from something
they are running away from nothing

a car whizzes past
aghast!
it nearly hit a child
it screeches to a halt
''Sura mbaya wewe'',the driver backs at helpless child
a sea of impatient and discoursing humanity
long lines of fuel guzzling creatures
from the balcony i hear and see them all